I still remember those days, the day how I meet her, by adding her from others friends list and writing with her for long hour, I was able to be a friend of her. I know I had never lied her always be honest with her and I think she too with me so we become close friend through other medium. How can I forget those days? where we were on touch for a long hour by playing different games, discussing on different topics; The days where we share a video links some time scary, sometime funny, we write by sharing all the personals things even the secret of each other and sometime doing so much fun by playing wink and acting as like that, this things become a part of my life. I feel there is different kind of love between us as friends. Without seeing also I think a lot of about our friendship. Sometime I know that we are not poor friend because she tells me everything and I listen as like a good child and I also do as like her. I don’t know it’s good or bad but we are being so close to each other’s we call each other by different love word as like boyfriend and girlfriend but it’s not like that but I was forced to think that there is different kind of friendship born between us which is not only like a friendship, it’s little bit more than friendship and little bit less than love but I can’t describe this relation because there is no any word to describe this relation so we are in no word relation.
But now days something happen to our no word relation, Lots of days gone but we weren’t able to talk. I don't know what is going on between us. I think the unknown something was occurred on our own individual life which play a dynamic character to create a miles of emptiness on our relation. Time for each other is gradually in decreasing order. This present condition makes me to think once about our relation, lots of questions are playing game in my mind but I wasn’t able to answer them. In this situation “Neither I can blame to each other nor, I can make control over this condition”, whatever is this? The result is that the bridge of our relation is being poor and I always worried of breaching of this bridge. Now days we only see each other but more than some words we can’t talk with each other. When something external occurs in individual life or someone start being busy in their own life than slowly we start to feel that there is lack of something in our relation, everything was happening unexpectedly even that I wasn’t able to do anything to maintain our bridge. I was forced to think that if this happens again and again than I know one day she will forgot me.
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